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Sarah Ruth Ashcraft has come forward and announced that she was subjected to CIA brainwashing techniques and child sex trafficked to Hollywood at age 13 years and raped by Hollywood star Tom Hanks.

“The number one problem in Hollywood is, and has always been – pedophilia!” Corey Feldman correctly stated. What a shame Corey didn’t just name names when he had all the cameras on him, like we all have. Naming names is the only way victims are going to expose the CIA child trafficking operation behind 99% of child kidnapping and child sex trafficking.

Perverted predator Harvey Weinstein is being scapegoated to cover for the truth about Hollywood – famous male AND FEMALE pedophile actors and producers who like to rape kids.

Head Hollywood Luciferian MERYL STREEP is of one them! She prefers to have sex with 14 year old girls at specially organised Hollywood pedophile parties.

That’s why Meryl Streep and Tom Hanks get on so well post-Harvey Weinstein and the #sheknew scandal, why Meryl Streep supported convicted pedophile anal rapist of a 13 year old drugged girl at Jack Nicolson’s house, and why she called Weinstein “God” during an acceptance speech.

Like Aussie actor Anthony LaPaglia said, anyone who has been in Hollywood for 5 years or more knew about Harvey Weinstein. Meryl Streep lied.

Tom Hanks and Meryl Streep teamed up with another Hollywood pedophile – Steven Spielberg, to make a shite film together. Spielberg has been raping kids for decades, along with his pedo buddy George Lucas – whom the entire cast of Star Wars had to have sex with in order to get their parts. Carrie Fischer said she had to sleep with George Lucas to get the part of Leia – and mysteriously died weeks later.

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Hollywood Pedophile Rapists – all three of them!

I know Australian victim of CIA child sex trafficking Dean Henry was prostituted to Hollywood parties from Australia – just like me. I was sex trafficked to a Hollywood party at age 14 years.


2020 Update:

Here is a list of VIPs who flew to Epstein’s Pedo Island aboard the Lolita Express; it includes Meryl Streep, Tom Hanks and Steven Spielberg:


As Ghislaine Maxwell’s charges show, women like Meryl Streep also enjoy raping teenage girls!

To READ MORE click on the following link:

2020 Lockdown Edition of EYES WIDE OPEN by Fiona Barnett

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  1. Sal #

    HOLLYWOOD, which is the type of wood to make a witches wand and what better than to use it on the public to fool them all. The fakery of it all. These scumbag ‘actors’ are treated like royalty, mix with the elite and join the world of secret societies, ritual abuse and child abuse. Take the mask off these fakes and you’ll see they are all rotten to the core!

    July 24, 2018
    • 30yrCSI #

      Love the post. Not very many people know about the holly wood story.

      July 25, 2018
  2. Thank you for exposing so many names that one comes to respect with time given the excellence of work they produce. It is good to break human idols… painful but necessary. The names you have mentioned I could have never imagined they would be a part of this sickness but coming from you, there is no reason why anyone would not want to believe.

    July 24, 2018
  3. Tina Barnes #

    Cathy O Brien was also CIA brainwashed and groomed by Hillary Clinton

    July 24, 2018
    • Rita #

      yes. that is true I read her book Trance Formation Of America

      July 24, 2018
      • Rita #

        Its so hard to read, (vulgar and disgusting.. I can get through a small like that in a few days.. that book took me 4 weeks to read..

        July 24, 2018
  4. Lena Romero #

    Tell it all honey, let’s get the indictments rolling.

    July 24, 2018
    • Rita #

      Yes Lena… show these evil people up…I’m so off all Hollywood Movies..

      July 24, 2018
  5. Emiko Jade Frost #

    I’m friends with Sarah and I know she speaks the truth! My father was B movie actor Robert Dunham. I was groomed at age 5 and forced into child pornography with my much older half brother, who is the one who groomed and molested me for years. My father worked for the CIA. I had jewel programming at age 13.

    July 24, 2018
    • Rita #

      Hello Emiko Jade Frost ..I would love to chat to can email me on so very sorry for what you’ve been through…I would love to connect with you.

      July 24, 2018
    • Peter #

      Emiko God Bless you and keep you . I will forever be proud to say I know you . I will keep you in my prayers, Take Care, Pete

      July 25, 2018
  6. “Put it all together and the situation is as clear as can be: pedophilia and Satanism are the cement that hold the establishment control structure together in every country, and these ‘national’ networks connect together to form a global network of pedophiles and Satanists all watching each others’ backs – while they continue to serve the Control System”.

    July 24, 2018
  7. ZBS #

    Sick people living in a deviant world of sins.

    July 24, 2018
  8. km #

    Still star struck: Are we learning yet…

    July 24, 2018
  9. I think your so brave and bless you for having the guts to say it like it is.

    July 24, 2018
  10. Reblogged this on The Nightingale Files.

    July 24, 2018
  11. Mary Maxwell #

    Congresman John Conyers? The do-noting rep from Michigan?

    July 25, 2018
  12. JulieH #

    Great article Fiona! More and more people waking up everyday. Hugs to Sarah for what she’s gone through…what you all continue to go through.

    I have no doubt that Weinstein is a disgusting predatory man but you are right when you say, “Harvey Weinstein is being scapegoated to cover for the truth about Hollywood “. The combo of accusers that surfaced in his case was suspect to me. Angelina Jolie, Gwyneth Paltrow, and Uma Thurman for example are no shrinking violets and possess quite a bit of influence and power. Moreover, they all have deep ties to the old hollywood cabal and sheepishly coming out now seems contrived like an orchestrated take down. You can not tell me that witchy Angelina Jolie isn’t operating on orders.

    Anyhow, thanks for the article ❤

    July 25, 2018
  13. Celia Mcquibban #


    July 25, 2018
  14. Skeptikc #

    Wow Fiona, I’ve followed your story for some years now and only found out here about the other scumbags after I heard about Tom Hanks. Hanks was a shock, but these others too, doubles the shockwave! Thanks for revealing.

    July 25, 2018
    • angela #

      I was shocked too as many of us were BUT for some reason I’ve always gotten the “creepy vibe” from tom hanks. my attitude now is that anyone who is a household name and wins awards for their work, etc. in Hollywood is involved in Satanism and therefore a dirty, compromised individual. I used to be naïve and think that luck and persistence played a key role in becoming successful in tinseltown but how wrong I was!! you must be prepared to give up everything, EVERYTHING–no questions asked!!

      July 30, 2018
  15. David Mitchell #

    I have also read ( The Trance formation of America ) Pretty bad but if you really want truth read it if you can get a copy. There has never ever been a good President since JFK. All corrupt throughout. Bush men and the Clinton’s, Regan all bad evil monsters.

    July 25, 2018
    • angela #

      it’s FREE online

      July 30, 2018
      • Sammie #

        that’s because Dollar Store rejected it

        August 1, 2018
  16. Steven Allen #

    We are certainly living in the last days of Man. I have 4 kids – 12, 10, 9 and 8. I feel that my children will not see death (minus an accidental one), but rather be here on Earth as Christ breaks open the Eastern sky to call home His Church.

    July 25, 2018
  17. Anna Oconnor #

    It all comes out in the wash

    July 25, 2018
  18. Anna Oconnor #

    I guess Im not the only one that has been thru this! I Thought the devil was only around me not understanding why my blood father was molesting me since I can rememember.Waking up to him in my diaper fondling me and crying and hating and thinking thats the way life was and not knowing that was wrong..many years went by And I suffered and dealt with this evil man.What needs to be done is an aware for children wont be a prey to this parents need to talk to thier children and ask them questions and if and tell someone.

    July 25, 2018
    • Carolyn Anders #

      God Bless you, Anna. May you be healed of ALL trauma. So sorry you had to go thru this. Peace to you Angel.

      August 5, 2018
  19. Dolores Ainsworth #

    Thank you for exposing the truth.
    I really believe with all my heart, the truth is being exposed because Jesus is coming soon and all lies and evil will be revealed. My prayers are with you Sister
    Much love and respect.

    July 25, 2018
  20. Check out SNCTM club Beverley hills.Hollywierd is involved.Pretty sick!

    July 25, 2018
  21. Lynn L #

    I have not gone to the movies in a very long time, but now I vow nvr to go again! There are no Actors/actresses I would trust anyone! I am a Christian & I vow to NOT give another penny (actually $8.00) to another movie actor. Is a shame all have to be included in this now. I’d prefer to cut the balls of all pedophile men and seale shut the vaginas of people like Meryl Streep and others.

    July 26, 2018
  22. micheleliz #

    This is WHY hollywood HATES TRUMP……HE KNOWS

    July 26, 2018
  23. The sicko’s are working behind the scenes and in liberal forums to legalize pedophilia. Calling it an “orientation”, removing the “mentally ill” stigma.

    Also, in 2015 in a NewsMax interview, Tom Delay said the DoJ was working to legalize 12 perversions. Pedophilia was one of them.

    July 26, 2018
    • Nancy Rice #

      The pedos are trying to gain acceptance of their evil deeds and are trying to ride in on the coattails of the LGBT movement as a civil right. They want LGBTP and we can’t let them! NO! IT WILL NEVER BE OKAY! EVEN the worst murderers in prison don’t accept this! And children can’t “consent” and they can’t “come on to you” or “make a first move”. That’s just filthy brains telling them that’a what it is. Or them not even caring unless they get caught!

      July 28, 2018
      • This is why we need to completely separate pedophilia from consensual sexual relations between adults. Being gay does not make someone a pedophile. A lot of gay people have been abused and hate pedophilia. A lot of gay people support victims of child abuse. Separate the two.

        July 28, 2018
    • Hollywoodharriet #

      You are right about that. fb suggests pages and quizzes about such things. Trying to normalize it and recruit the young.

      August 11, 2018
  24. Reblogged this on La santé sous toutes ses formes and commented:
    C’est en anglais, mais c’est très facile à comprendre.

    July 26, 2018
  25. comtenalezcichocki #

    Reblogged this on Peuples Observateurs Avant Garde Togolaise et Africaine.

    July 26, 2018
  26. Paula #

    Even if their names or stories are exposed, nothing is going to happen. They’ve been out in the open for awhile now, no one if going to stand up to them.. They rule and own everything and control so lives… The ruin the people that try to bring them down… It wont happen unless they stand to together and that wont happen….

    July 27, 2018
  27. Julie Smith #

    This is disgusting, but not surprising. The walls are finally coming down and although you will never be free from the thoughts of that cruelty, I’m hoping you can find some peace and comfort in revealing the truth. There will be so many more to follow. I can barely watch movies now I’m so full of disgust and anger. I’m truly sorry for your pain, and everyone else that went thru that horribleness. Just wait till they have to meet their maker. SHAME SHAME

    July 28, 2018
    • angela #

      this is why these luciferian FREAKS are terrified of death and are obsessed with transhumanism and never dying: they are afraid of meeting God. COWARDS!!

      July 30, 2018
  28. KS #

    The odd thing about Tom Hanks is that, although he’s talented and personable, he’s not THAT great of an actor that it would explain the fortune and fame he’s achieved in his life. He himself, early in his career, said that he knew many actors more talented than he is that never made it anywhere, and that a lot of his career happened due to ‘luck’. Really? He’s hung out with the Clintons, the Obamas, the Pope (!!!), knows the Royal Family enough to have been invited to Lady Diana’s funeral, and on and on. He’s currently worth close to $400 million. Luck doesn’t explain all of this.

    OK, so here’s what I know. A few years ago, I was perusing Fritz Springmeier’s ‘Bloodlines of the Illuminati’ while looking something else up, and came across Hanks’ name in the index. He’s related to Abe Lincoln’s mother, Nancy Hanks. Apparently, Nancy Hanks was unmarried when she gave birth to Abraham, and the father of the future president was A.A. Spring, who was married to someone else. The Springs are one of the most powerful Rothschild bloodline families in America. Springmeier writes:

    “Abraham Lincoln’s Rothschild blood was kept very secret, but he did grow up to be a famous lawyer, a secret leader of the Rosicrucians, and President of the United States. It is believed from the evidence that the establishment conspiracy concocted the person of Thomas Lincoln out of thin air. The actual early history of Abraham Lincoln is shrouded in myth and mystery, and as one encyclopedia puts it, “We know little about the family of his mother, Nancy Hanks Lincoln.”

    As for Hanks being America’s sweetheart, he does have a dark side that I personally know about. I went to school with him from 5th grade through 12th, but hung out with him off and on (we had a lot of the same friends, which were mostly Jewish) during the 8th grade. He had an intensely funny sense of humor, but that humor could also turn dark when he wanted to belittle someone. I once sat through what seemed like an eternity, in our journalism class, when he very sarcastically did an impersonation of our teacher, Kay Leydecker (who, frankly, none of us liked). But even though I couldn’t stand her, it was literally painful to listen to her be that thoroughly humiliated by Hanks. The whole class froze during his pantomime, and you could hear a pin drop after he finished. I’d seen him do this before to other classmates, but never that cruelly. The bell rang right after, and I’ve rarely been more relieved to leave a room. Anyway, he’s not the nice guy that everyone thinks he is. Which makes sense, because how many guys as nice as the characters Hanks plays could accumulate as much money, fame, power, and connections as he has? I mean, he vacations on yachts with a former president of the United States. When I saw Obama present Hanks with that ‘Medal of Freedom’ award recently, and tie it around his neck, the first thing I thought was ‘Hanks is a made man’. That phrase is from The Godfather, and means that he’s been fully initiated into the ‘family’.

    As for the pedophilia, it’s come out that few make it big in Hollywood unless they compromise themselves, which generally means a homosexual act or pedophilia. This is generally filmed, so that the future star becomes highly blackmailable, and thus easily controlled. I have no personal knowledge of Hanks and any sexual acts, but his fame, fortune, and the fact that he knows anybody who’s anybody makes for a great deal of suspicion on the part of anyone that knows how Hollywood (as well as political office + the military) works.

    July 28, 2018
  29. Irina Yudina #

    Our own governments and intelligence agencies are involved in child trafficking. It’s no wonder why we can’t find the missing children, and why we can’t bring the criminals to justice. Because the criminals are running the show. Time for revolution.

    July 29, 2018
    • angela #

      that is precisely what the powers that be are terrified of: REVOLUTION. that is why they are so preoccupied with the spying and surveillance of the population. snoopy bastards that they are!!

      July 30, 2018
  30. Katherine #

    This world is/has been run by a gaggle of serial killing pedophiles.

    Doesn’t get any worse than that!

    The [[ entirety]] of what goes on in this world IS a demonic war on children and families.

    We can truly see and understand that when “Hollywood”, or the “politicians”, the “media” or when any other PEDOPHILE creature cries racism or any other ridiculously false charges; what they’re really doing is “trying” to head off at the pass, so to speak, the impending revelations of their filthy demonic, criminal behavior…PEDOPHILIA…and more!

    Or call it the grooming of little children to become sold, tortured, used and then in many, many cases murdered by disgusting adults. Or the forced marriages of tiny children to an adult.

    Their ridiculously feigned cries and false charges are a last ditch effort to attempt to “thwart” the light on their vicious, gruesome and deviant activities.

    Their false charges will not stick but they do stink—) right up to Heaven.

    And we know that only a tiny element of those who “call themselves Muslims” are in reality some of the worst, from the sewer, mercenary criminals, who go to the highest bidder, (in these cases the “ruling” serial killing pedophile at the top), who buy these low level pedophiles, who then shout “Allah Akbar” to “attempt” to continue to try and sell their MYTHS.

    “These and those” are the very ones that ruin it for the rest of the decent and law abiding Muslims.

    We can now see why the “politicians”, “actors”, “celebrities”, late night “comedians”, having hooked up with the “these and those”and who scream the loudest and longest have obviously done the very worst and have the most to lose.

    I cannot state how thankful I am that more and more of this horrific–can’t quite wrap the mind round– filth, is being exposed.

    First off, we have Christ, Who is God, to thank because without His Help, this unveiling, so to speak wouldn’t be happening as it is right now.

    Of course, this doesn’t mean that the countless others out there working daily to expose this do not deserve credit for you do; very very much so!

    For the little ones who have suffered at the hands of these monsters, have lived through it and now are on the front lines, so to speak, in cracking this wide open; unveiling the hideous deeds and “plans”+++You:

    Most likely most of you already know this but God Loves so much and He Is Seeing all of you through it! Still it’s a good thing for anyone to remind you that you have God and the rest of us with you. We will always go to God asking Him to Give you your daily strength and His Holy Guidance!!!

    And last but not least, to the rest of the noble souls out there who do want to rescue the innocent little ones and work daily to accomplish that.

    My humble respect to all of you who are in it! Hopefully, most rather than least, will decide to get in it!

    It appears that the reasons He Is now exposing all of this much more quickly are:


    wanting us to choose who we are with; Are we with a very Kind and very Holy Creator or are we with the people who worship and take their orders from a demonic spirit..Satan.

    People, we’re talking about babies, toddlers, children, special needs children: AND ALL INNOCENT AND VULNERABLE SOULS OUT THERE!

    If we are with The I AM THAT I AM, then we are to get moving and rescue these innocent little ones!!!

    Those at the top who are able to do something about this unholy insanity right now—GET MOVING !!!

    John 15:12-14 This is My Commandment, That you love one another, as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that someone lays down their life for their friends. You are My friends, if you do whatsoever I Command you.

    This means devoting your life to Christ which includes rescuing the little ones. It may also entail death for those who live for Christ, speaking the Truth about Him and doing rescues.

    Arrest those at top responsible for this filth. Throw them in prison and never allow them out. Plenty of time then for them to turn it around IF they repent and very seriously so.

    Always remember the two thieves on the cross with Christ, The King of Kings.

    Then it will be time for them to stand before God Himself!

    So, before that happens: A warning to the “human” beasts world-wide:


    Last I heard, it’s demonic filth to rape [anyone!]


    Oh, you already knew that.


    Oh, you already knew that, too.

    Laugh it off if you dare…….as you have laughed off each and every one of those who beg and have begged you for mercy!!!

    It’s demonic savagery to kill anyone in the name of what-ever “prophet” or god you call it;

    even if it’s in the Name of Christ, Lord and Creator of all people.

    Christ never Told us to do that.

    THIS IS NOT HOLY!!!+++

    If anyone follows anything else other than Christ Lord Jesus and His Holy Ways, you are following the spiritually fallen angel; Satan.

    That is the reality of it.

    BTW, quit complaining: I AM THAT I AM’S ways are so pure and simple: Do good and kind to others. Help those who need it in any way that you’re able to and always be ready to comfort anyone who needs comfort.

    And repent all the way!

    Here’s why!

    There has never been a physical threat; i.e. “wars” or an “Isis”. It’s all been manufactured/conjured by the “Maxwell Smarts” in charge no matter where these people exist; those who believe that they do everything in secret. You have never, ever done anything in secret. You’ve never been “top secret” anything in anything!

    NEWS FLASH………!



    Of course, the THEY, most likely don’t care if God is Watching them. To their detriment.

    You know an innocent child has nothing evil. But you are deliberately terrifying them–and you just love it…don’t you?!

    Pedophile-Nazi-style never went out of fashion; it’s just making an even more hideous comeback throughout the world as you well know and you just love it…don’t you?!

    Just what is your reward? What are you promised? What are you getting back as payment after you commit all of these grisly things?

    You have a very, very short life span here on earth. Is it really worth it to use that very short space of time to create such savage evil when you can/could have done something different? Turn to God now and REPENT YOUR GRISLY WAYS; but turn it around and quickly!

    If not, you’ve had and you’re in your demonic paradise right now. You love living your lives just to create such filth and misery.


    Your lengthy prison sentence will be forced upon you by God Himself unless you turn to CHRIST NOW and REPENT YOUR GRISLY WAYS.

    Turn it around and quickly.

    Eventually, all of you are going to die. Is this new news to you? If it is not news to you, then what the heck are you waiting for?!

    When you’re on your deathbed you will realize that all of your “plotting”, your “planning” and your “$$$” have just gone down the rusty pipes and……. where then is your reward, by the way? You will never have your $$$ demonic never-ending paradise $$$ EVER!

    Because after all, you are only mere flesh and bone and you will die after such a short stay on this earth.

    You will only find out when it’s too late that you’ve been so conned by the human and spiritual beasts that you worship.

    Then, after you’ve passed away, you will stand before the Holy One, CHRIST; THE I AM THAT I AM and you WILL HAVE TO explain why you received and spent so many trillions through selling little innocent children to vicious and perverted adults….You will have to explain why you deliberately create/created pedophile rings, and why you and (many, many others) gladly “manage” and run these pedophile ring$.

    Ephesians 6:12: We’re not waging war against enemies of flesh and blood. No, this fight is against supernatural powers and demon princes that slither in the darkness of this world, and against wicked spiritual armies that lurk about in heavenly places- the spiritual world and evil governments ruled by those demonic spiritual forces.

    To those who want to get out of it, center your attention 24/07 on the Holy, Kind and Forgiving One: your Creator. Truly change your ways, while you can.

    The Kingdom of Heaven IS AT HAND! Matthew 4.17

    Please don’t listen to anyone who steals “titles” and make their $$$; livings off of God’s Holy Back!

    HE MUST INCREASE; but i must decrease. JOHN 3:30

    July 29, 2018
  31. frostygal333 #

    As in the days of Noah so will it be when the Son of Man returns. The Sodomites were having sex with everything in site and even tried to have encounters with the angels. Abraham stopped it. This is no different, and that was why God destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah.

    July 30, 2018
  32. Sherry Blackwood #

    It’s funny how they are all Democrats. I don’t believe a word of it!

    July 30, 2018
    • Er, apart from Richard Nixon…

      July 30, 2018
    • KS #

      Bohemian Grove members are from the Republican Party. It’s both parties. And although Trump ran on the Republican ticket in order to have a shot at the presidency, he’s more of a Libertarian than Republican. Believe me, the Republicans are not his friends.

      August 4, 2018
  33. Elliott #

    Yeah you think that’s bad?

    July 30, 2018
    • KS #

      I have a few comments. First, although the single mittens, shoes, and head coverings always struck me as an odd and creepy obsession, I never put two and two together like you did, that these were possibly related to chopped-up kids. This is going to give me nightmares.

      Secondly, I went to school with Hanks from 5th through 12th grades (see my previous post), and watched his career rise from Bosom Buddies on. I remember buying a 1986 Jetta GLI new, and getting issues of Volkswagen World for a brief period. When he made the cover of Volkswagen World, I was beyond impressed. But that was nothing. Once he made the movie ‘Big’, his career took off like a rocket, and the riches, fame, and connections he made from that point on were stratospheric. That’s why I think he was initiated into ‘the family’ at that point, and not during the filming of the Da Vinci movies (which I admit I haven’t seen yet). Also, from the David S. Pumpkin videos, his initiation rite must have happened on Halloween, which is a major Satanic day of celebration, as you likely know. I think it’s THE biggest day, actually.

      Finally, I think he does want to be caught, as most serial criminals do. He’s certainly sending out enough signals, as you show. However, I have yet to see anyone mention one of his most recent telegraphs, that being taking the role of the major pedophile, Uncle Walt Disney, in the film ‘Saving Mr. Banks’.

      July 30, 2018
  34. Steven Osler #

    What I don’t understand is WHY ARE THEY TELLING THE PRESS NOW????? MONEY THAT’S WHY! All of these has been actors/actresses are broke so why not hop on the bandwagon. You don’t hear about ex-prez Obama being accused and he’s been at these so called Hollywood parties never mind that his wife’s a tranny, or the Bohemian Woods parties. Check that out.

    July 30, 2018
  35. Bo #

    Brave, brilliant survivor! A lesson for all. God bless you.

    July 30, 2018
  36. Mitchell #

    My best friend for over three decades was approached at his work five years ago by law enforcement who had been tracking his online activity for some time. His computer was seized as the sites he had been viewing were known pedofile sites. This was the end of our relationship. I am a person who was molested when a child at the age of eight from a man who worked for my father. The experiences with this man (Milton Wallace of Freeport Maine) had gone on for about six months at which point he started molesting both myself along with my best friend at the time, John Nason also of Freeport Maine. This molestation went on for about a year at which point Milton Wallace was arrested for murdering John by suffocating him, most likely from putting his penis down his throat as there were no strangle marks on the neck. I did not tell anyone of my molestatation until I was nineteen, and have had life long issues related to this period in my life starting soon afterwards. I started to become violent, was heavily medicated, and at eleven and a half was sent to Spurwink School in Portland Maine, a school/home for emotionally disturbed children. I spent over four years in different locations while in this school. One of the owners Dick Smith, and the director Harvey Burman would beat the children there, but never touched me sexually, and I did not know that to be the case with the other children living there either. I ran away from the school several times at which point my dad came one day, gathered my belongings, and took me away, I had never seen him as angry as he was that day. I am alive because someone else is not, and that weighed very heavily on me for years. My voilent behaviour became worse, I was using alcohol in excess, cocain for days at a time, and one day I got into a bar fight that could have killed one person involved in the brawl. It was shortly after this that I sought out help and started addressing the demons in my head. I am now fifty six years of age, have a wonderul wife of twenty six years, and still struggle with trust issues. The bar fight was my last violent outburst. I live a fairly normal life, and have two grown children that are doing very well. To see people marching for rights for pedofiles is mind boggling to me, and speaks to the debth of depravity our society embraces. My horrors are nothing compared to the horrors you speak of in your life, and I am happy you made it out alive as well. As a last note, Milton was never charged relating to the pedofile behaviours, but has spent his life behind bars for the murder of John Nason. I appreciate your writings. Regards, Mitchell

    July 30, 2018
    • KS #

      I’m very sorry for what you’ve gone through. It surprises me how common pedophilia actually is. I look at my own life, and that of my close friends, some of whom I’ve known since grade school. My friend Susan, who I went to school with from 2nd grade through high school, was repeatedly molested by both her father and her brother. She couldn’t even take a shower without worrying about an attack from one of them. My 7th-12th grade friend Nancy was also molested by her father, as were her two sisters AND brother. Her dad tried it on me when him and I were in a room alone once, and I punched him and ran. She was horrified when I told her, but never told me what he’d done to her and her siblings. I found out after she died of breast cancer in her early 50s, when her sister told me. Susan died the same way and at the same age. I can’t help but think the cancer and the molestation were connected.

      Another one I found out about recently was my high school boyfriend. We’d kept in touch because we were both in the construction industry. Him and I were soulmates in high school, but we had a very awkward sexual relationship. I really wanted to lose my virginity to him (heck, it wasn’t just symbolic – my hormones were out of control, and I wanted to play with someone besides myself), but he kept pushing me off. Finally, when we were 17, he gave in. The next day he took off for Yosemite, and didn’t return for 6 months. WTF was that all about? Well, he recently told me that he’d been molested by his father, which was why he had issues around sex.

      And finally, it just occurred to me today that I have a pedophile in my own family: my dad. I come from a highly dysfunctional family, and I used to say that the only things we didn’t have in our family unit were murder and incest. This morning I was thinking that I should add pedophilia to the list, but I remembered that when I was 15 and my sister was 10, my dad joined the merchant marines, sailing to ports primarily in Asia and South America. My mom, through letters and photos she found that he stupidly left in his suitcase when he got home, found out that he was paying for sex with kids younger than my sister (!!!). And he was no youngster himself, as he was 40 years old when I was born. So, my dad was a pedophile. He once looked me over and whistled at me in front of some of his friends when I was a teenager, and I let him have it. I told him that he was a disgusting jerk, and to never do that to me again. He never did.

      Anyway, I’m starting to think that non-pedophiles are in the minority. My whole view of the world is being turned upside down with all of the revelations coming out.

      July 31, 2018
  37. Katherine #

    Just curious

    What was so offensive about the comment I left I Sun. 7/29 that you wouldn’t allow it to be posted?

    The times we live in are truly bad and it will definitely get much worse.

    People have the right to understand so that they can prepare…spiritually.

    Please email me to let me know because as I wrote, I am curious.

    July 31, 2018
    • Nothing. It went straight to spam for some reason.

      July 31, 2018
  38. KS #

    Pedophilia is not just used to blackmail politicians and Hollywood. Look up ‘Kay Griggs’ to learn about how they do the same thing in the military. This will explain why we get pushed into so many nonsensical wars. The military at the top are so compromised that they dare not disobey orders from the entities that are running this world.

    July 31, 2018
  39. Lynette Devries #

    Hello from Australia, I have been watching a good YouTube channel called McAllister V for a while and about a month ago she had a video out stating Bill Clinton could be an illegitimate grandson of a Rockefeller. She also had a great one out about the black Pope and Pope Francis Though it is over an hour long it also includes things about the English Royal Family.

    August 2, 2018
    • Ranonkel #

      Hello Lynette.
      I live in the netherlands and i van nog fine the movie McAllister V, on you tube. Have you a link for my?

      Thank yoy

      August 3, 2018
    • KS #

      From what I’ve heard, his father is Nelson Rockefeller. Here’s another one for you. Jimmy Carter was fathered (allegedly) by Joe Kennedy. Carter’s mother worked for Joe; she was his secretary. If you put Carter’s photo next to RFK, there is a striking resemblance.

      August 4, 2018
  40. Ranonkel #

    I hope that somebody translateur this for you.
    Wereldwijd is dit een onderwerp waarde goegemeente van wegkijkt. Het wordt tijd dat deze smeerlappen worden aangepakt. Via q-anoniem wordt ook het eea naar voren gebracht. Hier in Nederland hebben wij ook van deze beesten. De hoogste bekleder van justitie, Demmink, hield feestjes samen met leden van ons koninklijk huis en andere welgestelden. Foto’s gemaakt en deze beesten worden door elkaar gechanteerd. Burgemeesters idem, met name Ed van thijn burgemeester geweest van Amsterdam . Enfin zo kan ik wel door gaan.

    Ik wens je veel sterkte met het doorzetten van je verhaal.

    August 3, 2018

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